Letter to my younger self

Dear younger me, 

Albert Einstein once said that the only reason for time in this world is so that everything does not happen all at once.

I know that you are probably worried about the future, you are the queen of worries but please, you have no reason to be your doing great, you have accomplished so much in so little time.

You will soon realize that you are stronger than you think you are. There will be times that will feel like its the end of the universe , you just need to remember that you have an amazing family that are always there to support you. 

In just a few years you will no longer strive to fit in,  and when judgement comes you will simply look up at the sky and see self acceptance. There will come a time when you realize that not everyone on this planet can be controlled by you relentless of how much time and effort you put in to control them, there are people in your life right now that probably mean the world to you, but in the next few years some of them will fade out of your life and this is OK, its all a part of growing up as you will soon discover. 

Just let the happening happen. Not everyone on this planet will love you and you will start to understand this, but it really does not matter, you have so many wonderful people in your family that love you so much, just don't forget it. You need to stop regretting events and people, remember that each moment you live through and each person you meet will have a drastic affect on the person that you become in the future(and i am quite happy). So just do your best and carry on as you are doing an amazing job, remember that you have family and friends that will always be there to support you no matter what decision you make in life. you are the best. 

Dear younger self we have made it this far, and its together that we make an everlasting future for ourselves. 

Love Always,

Ellie x